(09-12-2011 at 3:26 PM)
Chilla and Pitts

Hey just send me a letter about random stuff and we'll pick up conversation from there since idk what happened to my letter... :/

Anyway, its just gotten more confusing. See, I'm mostly friends with the so-called “popular” girls in 6th grade, and I think thats why my old friends hate me. They think Im "popular" now so they expect me to forget all about them. Either that, or its because I told Madi and Alyssa Im an Atheist... idc which either way they're stupid reasons. I can believe what I want and hang out with who I want.

But its not ALL my old friends its just Cady, Alyssa, Madi, and Angie. Ik Madi and Angie hate me, just from the way they look and talk to me. You know how some people talk to little kids? Like in that obnoxious high voice tht either makes the kid giggle or stare at them like Wtf? Thats how they talk to me like "Hiiii Laurenn!!" in tht voice...

Then theres Cady and Alyssa. Cady used to tell me stuff Alyssa said about me behind my back, like, "She told me you stuff your bra" or “She told me you did it w/ Jordan” kinda stuff, and she even yelled in front of like half my fifth grade class tht I take birth control pills (you should have seen the looks people gave me tht moment :p), then at lunch told me her and Cady were just joking around and she didn’t really mean to be that loud. But Cady broke her bff necklace she had w/ Alyssa and threw it into her pool. But NOW shes saying that Alyssa always liked me and that its Madi and Angie who hate me... which I already know because they told my crush I like him!!

Cady also told me the things the popular girls said about me, and of course I comfronted Jessie about it. But Jessie told me that it was all a lie so I asked her cousin, George, about her and he said she isnt mean like that, not even to the people she doesnt like. Since the only person I'd ever seen her tease to hurt is this 13 year old 6th grader who doesnt even know wht deoderant is... and I wear tht, brush my teeth, et cetera. So now either Cady or Jessie is lying....

For now I hang out w/ the so called “popular” girls at school, hang out w/ Cady after school regularly, and walk to and from school everyday with Alyssa. All three of us are even going to the movies this weekend. But either way Im avoiding Madi and Angie as much as possible, although I’ve snuck a few dirty looks and scowls at them on accident. I mean, I don’t means to be a brat, but that’s just how upset I am. They have been my besties since 1st grade, and now all of a sudden they hate me? Do things like that just happen??

(08-31-2011 at 4:55 PM)
Chilla and Pitts

Ugh... its so boring though!! So far here's the creepy stuff thats happened:

First things first: All the older kids stare at me. They dont stare at anyone else. Just me. O.o

Our homeroom gangsta stares at me, always smiles at me, and laughs at everything I say. W.T.F.

Jeez, do people always freakin lie??

I see a lot of kids w/ dark circles around their eyes... Imma keep away from them... O.o

I saw one of the nicest teachers screaming his face off at some kid in the hall. Me and Axel were like "Ummm... glad thats not us..."

On the last day of school I told a few friends I would be the one with the dent in her locker.... well, guess what? My locker already has one, so now whenever I close it I have to kick it so it shuts.

We hardly get any chances to talk to people in other grades, which sucks because I have a lot of friends in 7th grade, but all we can really do is say "hi" and wave to each other in the halls...

Yeahhh.... funn

(08-28-2011 at 11:01 AM)
Chilla and Pitts

I'm so scared! Middle school... omfg I have to walk there and from school and theres this guys ik would just LOVE to kill me right now... Im afraid he'll jump me on my way home... D: